Memory

Your face and hers has kept appearing on my mind. I can't control myself on it. It's killing me now. I know it is stupid to look back on what has happened. But your heart has never left me. It has always been where it was belong. I don't know how long will this need to go on, neither will I know you will be my memory. At times, things just feels like it was just yesterday. How could you be so cruel to just leave me like that? Leave my heart to continuously bleeding for you? Your heart doesn't have me anymore. You only have her. I envy her. But I wish for you to be happy. You happy, that is everything that matters to me.