I think I'm starting to like my life now.. Just be myself.. Whoever need me to be there, I'm there.. Making people feeling better, makes me feel happy too.. However, being in a situation whereby most people now has lots of relationship problems or so-called financial problems, I don't know what to say to them.. Nothing much I can do to help other than be there to lent my ears and some of my time. Hearing on people's problems and then can't get to do anything feels very frustrating.. However, when there is something you could do that made them feel better, it makes me glad as well.
Fogetting my relationship does looks like an impossible thing especially I've destined he is my only one.. Why not just use up my depression time and put it on times that can help other people cheered up? Isn't it something worth while doing? Don't have relationship is not important anymore.. I think I can survive even better on my own. Why wanna crack my head on guys. Not worth it. People like Jeevan and guys at work say those 3 words, no meaning to me at all. Yet I still hang out with them as friends.. We go for break together and still talk during work.. They don't know why am I keeping to myself but they respect on my desicion.
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